14 August 2006

Does this Blog stuff works ? ? ?

Hello!

But whom the hell I am saying this hello stuff, as whatever the little knowledge I have about probablity tells me that this will be a really futile exercise as given the zillion number of web pages and billion number of porno and dating sites and millions of pages of news feeeds and thousands of blogs who the hell needs one more blog......

But still the idea is worth giving a shot as atleast this will help me 'chimneying out' my pent up feelings and I will get a place to talk and say all those things that I dare not to say in my public as well as in personal life. Recently I had an enlightenment that most of the time people do not want to hear the truth but rather they want to hear things that tells them how good they are.

People are no longer ready to accept anyone without the "conditions of worth" and soon these conditions of worth becomes so entrenched in us that we tend to behave according to other's wishes. But un natural behavior causes guilt and confusion as it leads to feeling of dichotomy in one's thoght process. One part of our thoght process tells us the natural though 'not-so-good-to-others' response to a situation but on other hand the another 'socially conditioned' thought process provides us picture perfect thought though it may not be our natural response. This clash of thought process leads to feeling of guilt and confusion when we start to confuse the socially dictated thought as natural and thus label our natural response as bad.

Some how I have to find a way to feel and respond in natural way and for that I need to shed my socially right but unatural thought process...

Till the next post

Good Bye and keep thinking

Vipul Ujwal

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